I don't worship electricity but..

It's been blackout since saturday till sunday afternoon.it's damn annoying since i couldn't watch tv or listen to radio.darkness hovered us.candles couldn't beat the bulb.argh..we could hear when people were talking or making noisy outside,something we usually couldn't while the electricity's on.


I told my brother that living without electricity wasn't like living at all.he refuted,said that he still could live without it.well,i don't worship electricity but..who can live without it?definitely not me...

My prayer

I asked for strength,and God gave me difficulties to make me strong


i asked for wisdom,and God gave me problems to solve


i asked for prosperity,and God gave me brain and brawn to work


i asked for courage,and God gave me danger to overcome


i asked for love,and God gave me troubled people to help


i asked for favours,and God gave me opportunity


i received nothing i wanted


i received everything i needed


my prayer has been answered

My prayer

I asked for strength,and God gave me difficulties to make me strong


i asked for wisdom,and God gave me problems to solve


i asked for prosperity,and God gave me brain and brawn to work


i asked for courage,and God gave me danger to overcome


i asked for love,and God gave me troubled people to help


i asked for favours,and God gave me opportunity


i received nothing i wanted


i received everything i needed


my prayer has been answered

dumbledore to harry

It is our own choices that show what we truly are,far more than our abilities

Just walk beside me

Don't walk in front of me

i may not follow

don't walk behind me

i may not lead

just walk beside me

and be my friend

Manga that my sister has bought me

They are natural pearl pink 4,sweet god 3 and 4 and sentaro 31.can't wait to read them

Books i'm currently reading

Weeks ago I bought a book well recommended by media,laskar pelangi.besides,its movie had also been released.many commented that it's great.but i'd been crazy busy i hardly had time to read it.so i let my brother read and take it to his boarding house out of town.til he finished reading it,i barely touched it.finally he lent it to his friend.

Currently i'm reading laskar pelangi's sequel,sang pemimpi. There are also some manga at home,bleach volume 10th and 11th,and skip beat volume 11th and 12th.all of them aren't mine.i borrowed them from a friend of mine

Change

I have a neighbour.his name is toriqul.now he's in grade 9th.in daily conversation,he used to speak in jawa ngoko,javanese used between friends to friends,or older to younger,to me.but since i became a teacher,he's used kromo,soft javanese in respective way. sometimes it's funny because he mixes it with indonesian.sounds not in order,lol.it's awkward sometimes,but i think i should just let it go this way.

Change

I have a neighbour.his name is toriqul.now he's in grade 9th.in daily conversation,he used to speak in jawa ngoko,javanese used between friends to friends,or older to younger,to me.but since i became a teacher,he's used kromo,soft javanese in respective way. sometimes it's funny because he mixes it with indonesian.sounds not in order,lol.it's awkward sometimes,but i think i should just let it go this way.

I hate backstabber

It vexes me very much when people stab my back.why don't they just tell me my mistakes,give suggestions,opinions?

Useless warning

My younger sister lover pete very much,kind of vegetable eaten with sambal.she says that it's very delicious,but i'm never influenced by her assurance.i don't like it.it makes you smell bad,your mouth,and your pee.

This morning,before going back to her college,she warned me not to eat the pete all.i just snorted.what a wasteful warning.i wouldn't eat it,no matter what

Finally the test is done

Yesterday,on sunday,a day where people enjoy their peaceful holiday or day off,i must have the postponed cpns test out of town.it's pretty tiring.set off from home early in the morning,then finished at two.

I'd be very glad if i have a day off today,but unfortunately i can't.at noon i should go to school,setting up the materials and books for teaching to the rebuilt class.damn exhausting

Friendship part 2

Yes,honestly it breaks my heart that one of my best friends is getting far apart.part of my heart doesn't want the changes of the friendship,but the other part knows that it's impossible.yang tak pernah berubah adalah perubahan itu sendiri.something that never changes is the changing itself.it hurts me very much,but i'm still trying to accept it

When our best friends aren't as close as they were

I have two best friends.they're dani and anda.we've been together since we're in junior high.we've been through many things in maintaining the friendship.i'm still close with dani,but anda seems more and more distant from us.she keeps saying that she's busy.she and i are living closer than dani.but dani is somewhat closer in spite of the distance separation.just several days ago i gave them two mobile cases,one for each.i asked dani to deliver the other to anda.i thought that the latter hadn't received it since she gave no news.but when i confirmed it to dani,she said that anda already received the case.so i sent her an sms,asking about it.surprisingly,she said yes.she gave me short thanks.

At that time and perhaps some other times ago,and now,i just realize that when we grow up and get older,many things change.at certain points,it hurts me that the friendship between my best friends and i aren't the same again.i know that we can't maintain it when it only goes on one way street

When our best friends aren't as close as they were

I have two best friends.they're dani and anda.we've been together since we're in junior high.we've been through many things in maintaining the friendship.i'm still close with dani,but anda seems more and more far from us.she keeps saying that she's busy.she and i are living closer than dani.but dani is somewhat closer in spite of the distance separation.just several days ago i gave them two mobile case,one for each.i asked dani to deliver the other to anda.i thought that the latter hadn't received it since she gave no news.but when i confirmed it to dani,she said that anda already received the case.so i sent her an sms,asking about it.surprisingly,she said yes.she gave me short thanks.

At that time and perhaps some other times ago,and now,i just realize that when we grow up and get older,many things change.at certain points,it hurts me that the friendship between my best friends and i aren't the same again.i know that we can't maintain it when it only goes on one way street

I'm busy

Well,the cpns test is coming.the semester exams are also coming.i wonder whether my students can make it or not.i hope they'll do well.the mid test was just over,not so long after that they'll face semester test held by the school community here.while next year,they have the exams from province.hell,as a teacher i try my best to give the material well

gak jadi tes cpns

menyebalkan

i've written it

just done it

finally

i've made it